Monday, January 14, 2008

bad bad dream

the worst dream ever, the worst really. it was that my dad, my sister and my best friend committed suicide within 24 hours. i remember that my sister had told me why she chose to do that and there was no way of changing her mind. and after that, she kept coming back to talk to me, but i knew it was only for a limited time and i was so sad so sad. and all that emptiness after those suicides, all that emptiness, unbearable. i woke up and for a few seconds i felt that emptiness as being real and i said to myself that no one can live like that.

7 comments:

Ionuka said...

pui

Anonymous said...

i`d known ionuka was your best friend. who is your best friend i would really like to know. sper ca nu e un personaj colectiv ca o sa ma speriuuuuuuu.:))
striva

k. said...

nu te speria pisi :)

alexedi said...

why would a friend want to know that?

Diana Adela Martin said...

e ciudat cum se potriveste ceea ce vroiam sa iti spun cu postul tau.

rasfoindu-ti blogul am vazut ca iti place maniutiu. joi se va da la TVR cultural un spectacol de-al lui Experimentul Iov, e unul din spectacolele lui care m-au emotionat mult.

k. said...

da, din tot ce am vazut imi place. si stiu de 'experimentul iov', nu l-am vazut, as vrea sa il vad. insa nu am tvr cultural aici, poate se reia la tvri. insa de obicei m-au dezamagit spectacolele de teatru la tv, poate nici nu erau filmate calumea, nu stiu.

Diana Adela Martin said...

eu nu reusesc sa simt emotie cand ma uit la un spectacol de teatru la tv. o sa ma uit insa de dor